Written 15 July, 2020
Another day of dithering- do we bring K up, or let her stay? She’s dithering too. Should she stay or should she go?
Dithering takes up a lot of the day, Every news broadcast. 34 cases linked to the Casula Hotel. This number doesn’t change. I find time to rake the beach to confuse the crabs. Dy visits and says it’s like breaking a spider’s web 3 times. They go and build a web somewhere else.
I read the neuroscience of creativity. I worry that the course might not happen.
Why not? asks GG.
Other courses were cancelled. And NSW is sacking 500 academics.
I read in preparation for the course but all the time my mind”s like a fridge humming:
Should she come or should she stay there?
At night, I find an email: one thing is settled: the course is to happen.

